Yellow Dice's Ban Appeal Dec 24, 2019 22:34:35 GMT
Post by yellowdicealt on Dec 24, 2019 22:34:35 GMT
Your Steam NicknameYellow Dice
Your Steam ProfileSTEAM_0:1:38061324
Reason provided for punishment' Bringing pedophiliac content into the server '
Reason to remove punishmentThis server or rather a "home" to me is something else to me the whole nature of it is very different than every other server I've seen.
And I've decided to squander it out of my own blindness and be honest about my mistakes and greed/lust for attention
This is very hard for me to turn around you understand. I do really want to change my attitude and stance towards you all. And not pull stuff like this ever again because of my mood swings or innane sense of humor. I'm working on changing myself as much as I can.
I am genuinely sorry for everything I've done and can't get over the fact that I'll be missing out on so much great stuff that you guys do. You are all extremely dedicated to this place and I am really thankful for that
I was desperate to try to join servers by making so many accounts because I've really missed playing on DFS and the fun and joy experience it provided to me overall, In the end I was so desperate that I tried to blackmail because of my own stupidity, I feel so much regret to it now, because all i wanted to get back on DFS and play with everyone again so much.
I've deleted all of the files I've posted and wont create any more alt accounts or cause problems for dfs staff ever ever ever again, I'm really sorry for all and everything.
Once again I apologise for being this one note about stuff, I will not be using the micspam/spray system on the server again it is solely the reason why I'm in this situation, the free nature of it is addictive not in a good way I should have never went down this path back then, I prefer seeing everyone else do their stuff anyway.
There are a lot of times when I feel like I really need and want to be on the server. It is the only reason for me playing TF2 after all. I just want to be able to enjoy the fun experience of DFS again.
I don't immediately assume to have my ban lifted right away, but I really want everyone to know I am very regretful about everything I've done. I really do mean it. Even if my ban doesn't get removed, I really hope that you can understand that I am really regretful and sorry for the in convenience I have caused to you all. I won't ever cause any kind of mischief ever again even if my ban doesn't get appealed.